I guess I'll never be good enough.
They say that a father's most precious gift,
Is his daughter.
Clearly I'm not that one.
Clearly I'm the misfit.
Because I don't belong here.
You don't want me here.
So I'll go away.
And there I'll stay.

But until that day I can escape,
Escape and be free,
Leave me alone, just let me be. Give me a bottle,
to numb the pain,
only until I am free again.

I wanted so badly,
to make you proud,
but it seems to me,
that I've let you and mom down.
I'm sorry for who I am,
what I've become.
Everything I've said,
and everything I've done.

Soon enough, I'll be out on my own.
Out of your life, and all alone.
with only me to worry about,
there is no one to disappoint.
No one to let down,
You can live your perfect life.
I'll just stand here alone.
You can life your perfect life.

You'll never know how many tears I've hidden from you,
Here alone on the dark.
How many times into my wrists,
I've carved my sadness and disappointment.
These scars are here as a reminder
that I'll never be good enough for you.


But until that day I can escape,
Escape and be free,
Leave me alone, just let me be. Give me a bottle,
to numb the pain,
only until I am free again.